Archive for February, 2009

rainbow ..

a rainbow that towered over the other parts of singapore, one that i didn’t get to see . all i’ve got was more rain and maybe it has some hidden meaning in it after all ..

sometimes i wonder why is life so difficult ..

bakerzin 01

Cornflakes ..

Brought cornflakes to school today . Or in a more precise form, CEREAL ! Saved my life during computing lesson because I was starving like there’s no tomorrow. Oh wait . I’m not blogging in a chronological manner right now . Let’s rewind shall we .

After assembly, went to the J-block benches . Sat down and wasted time while waiting for our first lesson of the day . Can’t say that I love Tuesdays . Was feeling a little bored . Took out my box of cornflakes, I meant cereal and started munching on them . Offered them to my classmates . Guess they love it too (: How can anyone not like them ? The honey on the cornflakes were of perfect sweetness and somehow they lifted my mood . Or maybe it’s food that is the main reason . I’m not sure .

Melvin saw the book I was holding on to . “Beauty” by 5 beauty writers . Borrowed it from the library because it teaches one how to be more beautiful ? Okay . That was kind of lame . Let me elaborate on “beauty” . In the book it tells us the different aspects of it . Skincare, makeup, well-being, personal style and vitality. Read the first few sections of it already . It’s a great book till now . Wait . I’m digressing already . Back to the topic . Melvin was asking me with that “concerned” face of his ” EngHwee, do you have a problem with self-esteem ? ” Gosh . I was like “noo .. ” He continued on, obviously ignoring me and started creating a scene about it . I kept trying to convince him that I’m fine and all . Maybe’s he’s guilty of always saying that I’m fat and all ? :P

After that went for GP lesson . The first lesson of the day . What a “great” way to start a day . What was worse was that we did comprehension exercise . Did the short questions, vocab and summary . I was wearing the “heck-care” attitude . Whatever that I didn’t know how to do, I just wrote whatever that was on my mind . Basically, I didn’t really think . Felt a little guilty because MingSheng beside me was trying his best in all the questions . And seriously, he’s good in vocab . My vocab is just a flat “suck” word . I always get 1 or 2 marks for it . I wonder what’s the point of forcing myself to read newspapers everyday when I couldn’t even spit out any words for that mere five vocab questions .

Physics practical was awful . First up was the bunsen burner . I could see that Mr Phang was fed up with me . Seriously, I have issues with it . I have no idea how to on it and I’ve this weird phobia of it . Whatever . And following up, everything just screw up . The recordings in the table were bad . Had lots of careless mistakes . I didn’t have time to finish errors and improvements . I used my crapping skills and of course SUCKED in it big time . Forget it .

Went for computing lesson after that . Was starving like crazy . Mdm Myl accentuate on the fact that computing students should have good logic . And that basically just jabbed me . Well .. Physics was awful enough and now computing ? I basically just turned off for the rest of the lesson and ate my cereal secretly . Was really hungry .

Break was a cereal session . Watched Wondergirls music videos and CSJH with Jolene and YangJie .

Economics lesson was quite okay . Went to the computing lab to do our powerpoints and all . Was confused for some parts . Husnain and Muthu made the period fun I guess .

Maths lecture . I was really “high” because it’s the last lesson of the day . I think that’s the only thing I like about tuesdays . The earliest day of the week . 3.10pm is dismissal . What more could I wish for ?

Went outside the library . Studied a little of physics . Tried to help YangJie with his lit and I failed miserably . There’s a reason why I ain’t a lit student right ? LOL . Excuses x.x 

Then WeiQin, YuenYee and me went to northpoint. Bakerzin ! Finally . Ate Tiramisu cake . Forgot to take a picture of it . I chomped it down instantly . LOL . Kidding . I savoured every mouth of it ! :P Nice ! And I’ve finally realised why I love it so much . It’s because it tastes like dark chocolate . A little sweet and bitter . Perfect xD Loves !

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WeiQin’s warm chocolate cake with Vanilla icecream on it and little pieces of strawberry and raspberries .

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YuanYee’s .. Forgot the name :X She finally ordered this . I mean she was meant to have this . She ordered something else at first but it was out of stock . So she spent 20minutes deciding and finally settled down on this which was what we suggested from the start ! ><”

Reached home around 6plus 7 .

Faber Drive – Sleepless nights(Never Let Her Go)

Another sleepless night and,
still staring at the ceiling.
I can hear him fighting,
with her for no good reason.

Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If i had my way,
I’d corner him and say…

Put yourself in her position.
All she needs is recognition.
Love’s not enough when you say it.
Don’t you know you gotta mean it?
Screwing up the best thing ever, is something you’ll regret forever

Another day goes by and,
nothings changed she’s still the same.
I can hear her crying,
thinking shes the one to blame.

Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If i had my way,
I’d corner him and say…

Put yourself in her position.
All she needs is recognition.
Love’s not enough when you say it.
Don’t you know you gotta mean it?
Screwing up the best thing ever, is something you’ll regret forever.
Take her and make sure she feels it.
Let her know you’ll never let her go.

Screwing up the best thing ever, is something you’ll regret forever.

Another sleepless night and,
nothings changed she’s still the same.
Another stupid fight and,
someone’s gotta say…

Put yourself in her position.
All she needs is recognition.
Love’s not enough when you say it.
Don’t you know you gotta mean it?
Screwing up the best thing ever, is something you’ll regret forever.
Take her and make sure she feels it.
Let her know you’ll never let her go.

you’ll never let her go.
no, no, no.

 

Put yourself in her position.
All she needs is recognition.
Take her and make sure she feels it.
Let her know you’ll never let her go.

credits : lyrics007.com

High-y day !

Today was a ” I thought I was gona die but I didn’t” kind of day . Which was kinda weird . Went to school with a bag of uncompleted homework . 

Did some physics MCQ before school . Then studied computing while walking to school . Did Economics homework during 1 hour break .

Gosh . This is such a weird post . Don’t really have much to type anyway . Went to buy 2 packets of cereal with WenJia after school . She’s hilarious . She went mad . Grabbing all those packets of cereals just because they were cheaper . She’s buying them because she wants to save money . I’m buying them because they are nice to munch on . I’ve bought enough for the entire week ! :D One has strawberries and the other has almond ! Love almond ! xP

Oh . And she’s so funny :P Kept saying those 2 words while we walked to the Mrt . “Naughty” and “Sexy” . She’s crazy . Shouldn’t say why :X But it’s so funny ! LOL . The way she say it is so .. LOL .

Okay . Gona read my manga and anime . Computing test today was a gone case . Told Jolene that if I smile after a test or exam it only means one thing . Nop . Not that I’m confident because it was busy . It’s a CONFIRM die smile . LOL :X

Will study for Physics mock SPA tomorrow . Whee ~

Been going crazy over Faber Drive lately ever since I heard the song from Jonathan’s blog . LOL . So now I’m like 24hr playing their songs .

with a heartbeat so fast i can’t comprehend . what is this .. ?

a dream

The night before I had this dream,

a boy he was so sweet.

With soft feathers so gentle,

I felt protected entirely .


Every step and move he took,

taken into account of me .

Rarely do I feel this warmth,

coming from someone lately.

 

I thought I knew my feelings inside out,

and this suddenly pops up like daisies.

There’s something that I really want to ask,

what is this am I feeling ?

OFFICIALLY moved (:

Okay . Today is the “first” day of my new blog . As in, I’ve officially moved today . This is still a hollow blog now because I still haven’t really added stuff to it . Have been slacking SO much lately .

Yesterday woke up early and went for dance . I seriously love dance now because of my juniors . They are so fun ! :D And it’s like the SYF dance piece is starting to take shape . I can’t say that I’m not disappointed but I’ve learnt to accept it I guess . So I shall just do my best and give it my all .

Reached home around 6 plus . Ate IceKachang with WenJia at Northpoint before going home . It’s really refreshing to have something cold ~ after a long sweaty day .

Anyways, my maid went home yesterday afternoon . And so my family suffered like crazy . Or should I say, we can’t live without a maid . It’s was a frantic mess . My dad bought YongTauFoo home . So I washed the plates and started arranging them . Then my brother came to help and started to pour the gravy . Well .. It overflowed, and then started going on to the table . We were like “AHH AHHH” and started getting the cloth to wipe the mess . Well . We made more mess eventually x.x

My dad kept saying that we can’t live without a maid . Yeah . I guess that’s pretty true -______- And my dad is one of the reason ! He just sits there and don’t bother to help ! ><” After dinner, my brother washed the dishes while I wiped them dry . Didn’t wash them as I have this problem of leaving soap on them . It’s WEIRD . I have no idea why every time I wash, there’s still soap on it :l Then I started complaining that my hands are getting rougher . And my dad added in ” YAH . HER HANDS ARE SUPER ROUGH” . I was like “.. ”

Watched TV during the night . Gosh !!! It’s so nice ! xP Hu Ge ~ And the show after that . It’s so nice . I think Channel U is playing the show the same time as Taiwan so there were fewer commercials . Which was a YAY ! LOL . Great show . So hilarious . My dad and I were laughing like crazy . And I asked him how would he react if I was the same as the main lead . He was like ” gosh . x.x ” Throughout the show, he kept saying that the girl was crazy . LOL :P Little did my dad know that I was a manga addict too . But her case is really .. YUPP :X Can’t be compared up to .

Woke up today morning . Was worried for my computing test tomorrow because I’m always lost during lessons . And now .. I’m already at the verge of giving up . Nope . Not because of frustration but because of temptation :X Gosh . I’m such a weak person ! Can’t focus .

Helped mum to fold clothes today . Told my mum that I have a test so I wanted to stay at home for lunch . In the end she changed plans and cooked lunch . Which was a “thank you” but in the end I was doing the house chores . So I guess .. it wasn’t much of a change even if we went out for lunch after all ><” But never mind . My dad was asking me to help him to make a cup of coffee . I was walking back to my room and finally going to start studying for my test . Then I told him ” Sure . I go toilet help you ” . Then he was like LOL x.x Gosh . Sometimes it’s so weird . You finally set your heart and they start to distract you . Weirdness huh .

Tomorrow the new maid is coming and it’s going to be back to the usual life I guess . Had pizza for dinner . Not that nice . Well .. I remembered once that we had this really nice meal during CNY . Now the food is like going down down down .

Hmm .. Not much to say already . Watching The Lake House right now . Haven’t completed my homework . My arms are still aching from dance . Blehs :l

Lastly, PET PENGUIN FOR ADOPTION ! Loves to eat, poop, cry and be cuddled . Please pamper it (: Looking for a caring owner ! :D D

And finally, a song to share from Faber Drive . Love this song too (:

Faber Drive – When I’m with you

Saw you walk into the room
Thought I’d try to talk to you
Babe am I ever glad you wanted me to
It’s been two years to the day
Half the time I’ve been away
I know I’m not there enough but that’s gonna change
’cause I’m coming back
To show you that I’m keeping the promise I made

When I’m with you I’ll make every second count
’cause I miss you
Whenever you’re not around
When I kiss you
I’ll still get butterflies years from now
I’ll make every second count when I’m with you

Yeah we’ve had our ups and down
But we’ve always worked them out
Babe am I ever glad we’ve got this far now
Still I’m lying here tonight
Wishing I was by your side
’cause when I’m not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I’m coming back to show you that
I’ll love you the rest of my life

When I’m with you
I’ll make every second count
’cause I miss you
When ever you’re not around
When I kiss you I’ll still get butterflies years from now
I’ll make every second count
When I’m with you
Whatever it takes I’m not gonna break the promise I made
When I’m with you
I’ll make every second count
’cause I miss you

When I’m with you
I’ll make every second count
’cause I miss you
Whenever you’re not around
When I kiss you
I’ll still get butterflies years from now
I’ll make every second count
(Make every second count)
When I’m with you
When I’m with you
When I’m with you
When I’m with you
Yeah

credits : azlyrics.com