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Manga addictions . Oh no ! ><

Well, it’s been such a long time since I’ve blogged due to overwhelming homework and addictions. Shouldn’t elaborate on the homework part since it’s the usual stuff unless you’re interested then I shall talk about it >< Though I highly doubt anyone would be anyways .

 

Special A

 

 

Been addicted to this manga Special A which has a total of 90 plus chapters already. It somehow feels like the plot of Hana Yori Dango. In the past, I’ve tried reading it once but the artwork didn’t impress me. But this time, when I continued to read on, I started to get more attracted to it. Now I’m totally immersed in it. It’s genre falls under Comedy, Drama, School life and Romance. So anyone interested and with lots of time should go check it out :X It’s not completed of course. 

But the plot really interests me and keeps making me ponder how it would feel to be a top student. Guess it’s really difficult to find people who are good at both academic and physically yeah ? This story seems  a little irrealistic but it still kind of draws you into it’s fantasy world where perfect people exists. So yeah . My recommended manga !

 

1/2 Prince

 

 

The next manga that I’m currently reading or should I say have read to the latest chapter is 1/2 Prince ! It’s a chinese based manga. And it’s really cool with all those high-tech gadgets and stuff. I mean, everyone heard of Second Life right ? But in this case it’s a game where you will “enter” the game world. So the plot changes accordingly and gives everyone a refreshing feel every chapter. The part I think that’s really cool is when they meet each other real life and realised how similar or different everyone is from the game . 

The fighting parts are really cool. The point is it ain’t those typical story where the main character is the hero from the start. They go through trainings and obstacls and eventually become the powerful them now. A recommended manga to read while waiting for the release of Bleach chapters

That’s all. Gona log off now ~ Peace out !

The Avoidance Syndrome

Today, I understood something that I thought I would never figure out. I’ve been pondering over what Mdm Koh had said during assembly yesterday morning. And you know what ? I hate it because she’s so right about it. Absolutely right. 

Like everyone else in the world, I’ve been infected with Avoidance Syndrome. No idea what it is ? I’ll tell you in a moment and you’ll realise that you’ve been infected too. Nope. It’s not something that difficult to understand. Look through the following statements and ask yourself if you’ve once said these too.

” It’s okay, the world is unfair.”, “ They can do it because they are different.”, “ I’m just weaker than the rest.” “Everyone is good in something, I’m just weak in this.”

Like everyone else, I often run away from problems, I avoid them with all I can. Most of the time it almost becomes a habit. Always trying to make up excuses for something that I couldn’t do. When I can’t finish my homework, I blame it that school is too long and my co-curricular activities are taking too much of my time. When I don’t understand what the teachers are saying, I tell myself it’s okay. I’m just better in arts subjects. When people can play an instrument or sing well, I try to convince myself that I’m better in other areas. This is just not my thing. When I feel so tired of going to school, I make up excuses that I’m sick and not go to school. I convince myself and others around I’m sick. I make up excuses for whatever I don’t want to do. Then I ask myself ..

Is that a good solution ? No. Because one day, you’ll realise you can’t achieve anything because you’re always doing that. Always trying to deceive yourself, trying to make up excuses for something that you’ve not done because you couldn’t find the effort to do it. Hey. Then you start to run away from everything, from reality, from everything that is right. When you can’t do it, you’ll just make up so many excuses that you know yourself, is not true at all. But you can’t do anything about it anymore. You’ve gone in too deep. 

Life is unfair. Really unfair. But people can make it fair. Nope. Those statements aren’t wrong. You’re right. Life is unfair and people have areas where they are better at. But it doesn’t stop you from being better. I’ve always told myself I’m musically declined and convinced everyone around I’m just weaker in this area. Hey. But is that true? Not really. For someone that is in choir for 4 years, I claim that I can’t read notes because I don’t have the talent. But I know, deep in my heart that if I make a point to learn it, I can do as well as everyone else. 

Always and always, envious and jealous of everyone. What’s the point of all these ? Everyone is moving forward while you’re still rooted on the ground, grumbling and complaining how much you suck and how much people are just better. Is this what you want ? I have no idea but this isn’t what I want. I’ve thought through everything today, my life. I’ve made desicions that I want to keep to. I’ll make sure I’ll do anything to reach goals that I’ve set for years. I’ll no longer be envious of others just because they are better. The simple question ” If others can do it, why can’t I ? “. I can say a million reasons that won’t win over ” If I try my best, I can do it too.”

And I’ve learnt something else today. Melvin made it really clear. And I think it’s really true. Whatever he said really make sense. Reverse physchology. When people insult you, talk about your flaws, take it into your pride. Change these flaws . Make them disappear. The others can’t say anything anymore. And when you keep doing these, one day you’ll realise you have become a better person. Also, the things they can say decreases because your flaws are decreasing. Don’t ever fall down and sit there, not wanting to climb up. Don’t blame the world for what you cannot do, blame yourself.

And for this, I shall set my goals. Set my dreams. Not only today but always. Make it a point to reach my goals. Because I believe in my heart that by doing this, I’m moving towards a better me I want to reach. I’ll be moving towards a perfect me. Are you ?

Millions of comments that don’t actually matter,

but I just can’t seem to let them pass.

Thousands of smiles that were superficial,

and I just can’t seem to make them real.

 

Hundreds of labelled ‘friends’ out there,

with none of them true in the heart.

Tens of days I’ve cried my heart out,

with no one there to pull me up.

Tears are falling, doors kept closing.

Wounds reopening, memories rewinding.

With little strength left I beg to the sky,

please don’t let history ever repeats itself.

With a soft whisper I heard it clear,

answers to questions I’ve always teared.

Little by little, I understand,

that hope is really in the air.

 

Yes, I won’t stay down there,

for one day I know I would be able to stand.

I’ll then face the world with a complete new me,

a better and perfect oneself.

SS501 (Plastic Surgery) ?

And so .. I was bored. Oh wait. Was I ? Actually I wasn’t. I was just tempted to find out if this is true or not. Well, well. People are just curious and I know it’s really childish to care about this but I think if I should let the matter rest by searching up in the web. So the question is ” Did Kim Hyun Joong of SS501 had plastic/cosmetic surgery ? ”

A question asked frequently. So I googled it . Searched for 3 to 4 pages. And I shall post my findings ! But I ain’t sure if they are reliable or not. Just posting whatever people have said.

Some said that he had done the nose job. But they weren’t any evidence or any about it. In fact, I feel that it looks the same. Well, ain’t sure.

The confirmed one was that he did have plastic surgery ! So if it ain’t the nose that what is it ? Dark eye circles ! Shocking ! Not about him . Was shocked that you can even remove your dark eye circles through surgery. Technology is scary in some sense. And on Sang Sang Plus – Season 2, he mentioned that he was most concerned with his dark eye circles. He even claimed that if he don’t consume broccolli for 5 days, his dark eye rings would reach his nose level. And after removing make up, he have to wear sunglasses to conceal them.

And it seems like he really loves to eat vegetables. This is quite unexpected for a guy. Most of the guys don’t even eat their greens. In “Thanks for waking me up”, HyunJung woke up early (finally) for the last episode and cooked for his members to cook. It seems like he can cook well though it is more of luck than skill. There was this part that really made me laugh. He sliced the carrots into really big chunks and the host was really shocked because normally it is cut into really thin slices.

Then at the next scene, when he feed his members that have just woken up, I saw what he was trying to do. When he fed KyuJung(I think), KyuJung was giving the weird expression and asked what was that. He replied confidently, without even revealing a single bit of lie ” It’s ham “. Then KyuJung ate it obediently. It was so cute ! The last person they woke up was JungMin as he’s really scary. Even HyunJung had no idea how violent he was because normally he’s the last to wake up. As for JungMin, it was a different case. The leader would always be the leader ! He woke JungMin up without much struggle by stuffing a carrot into his mouth.

It seems like JungMin really loves carrots. And that’s how his nickname of horse came about. He suddenly stopped hitting people and became really obedient. It was such a cute scene. They should have asked HyunJung earlier then the host and the other members would not have suffered so much pain waking JungMing up.

Another thing I found out accidentally was that JungMin actually have done a nose job though many people weren’t convinced. I myself weren’t sure. But on one of the blogs I surf, he/she showed these 2 photos.

Actually, I feel that his nose looked better before surgery. So it’s kind of hilarious. Wonder what’s the truth yeah .

HyungJung on the other hand, had his teeth straightened. I think this is not much of a hu-ha because everyone is wearing braces already. So there isn’t much to say and it’s really obvious like the case with YunHo of DBSK.

“]Heard that only YoungSaeng didn’t have any cosmetic surgery done.

Oh well, no matter what it is.

They still look good don’t they ? That’s all that matters (:

Obsessions and Addictions

TIRED. Gosh. My eyes are closing. My head hurts a little. And I wonder if I should just turn in for the night. I’ve realised I’m staying up later and later everyday. My body clock is adapting and now it feels like ‘O’s period when I slept really late everyday to study. The only difference right now is that I’m not really studying as in, I’m doing homework but not in the CHIONGING stage yet. So now, quite relax still ! (:

Ahhh ! Eyelids are getting heavier every second. Gona finish my post real fast. Yesterday was the first day of the week but it felt like I had a long holiday already, except that I didn’t enjoy it. Weird. Maybe it’s because thursday I had SYF and friday I took medical leave from school. Been trying so hard to live till SYF though I’m already sick. Most of the dancers were sick but we still pressed on. 

Oh. And I realised something really fascinating today. We aren’t really that bad after all. I mean for SYF dance ! I thought there were only 3 silvers and the others were gold and gold with honors. But probably because of me being too nervous, I kind of changed whatever the announcer said about the other schools and the bronze and silver medals turned into gold. Weird. So the final result was that there were 2 bronze, 4 silvers, 7 golds and 4 golds with honors. Shocking. ACJC got a bronze. I’ve heard that it was because of the lightning and blasting of music. But the dance was good. Well well, ours were affected by the lighting too. There was a sudden blackout at the end. That’s why I feel that the judges were commenting on our dance when they talk about the part ” we want to see your dance, why turn off the lights ? ” . 

Everything is over and I guess we had a great experience while striving towards our goal !

Anyways, incidents that happened in school. YangJie got a “new” bag. Apparently, he finally used back his red colour backpack and WeiQin and I finally put the black round stickers we bought in Popular into good use ! We pasted them on his bag and now, it’s a ladybug bag ~Isn’t it cool ? Many have commented that it’s really cute. Not gona upload the pictures today because I’m SO tired. Maybe tomorrow (I’ll think about it).

WeiQin still haven’t recovered from her throat infection yet. Got to take good care of herself ! SYF is coming real fast. They don’t want to lose a valauble singer. Plus, WenJia is still sick too ! But she’s been drinking cold drinks and other heaty foods. No wonder her recovery is an extremely slow one. Jeannette is getting better I guess. Little by little. Tomorrow the basketball matches are going to start ! Good luck to them! But they are gona miss lots of lessons ><

WeiQin and I vandalised Melvin’s maths paper today. I mean DECORATED it with a nice picture. He’s gona see it tomorrow. Will tell you the response after that. Uploading the picture tomorrow too. Proudly drawn by WeiQin and me ! P

Been obsessed with KARA’s song “Pretty Girl” and singing it every moment in school. Melvin was insulting my singing ! I’m so sad ): Jolene got infected too. She hated them but she couldn’t stop herself from singing too. The other songs that kept clinging around us were ” Baby, one more time ” – Jewelry and “Love is fire” – KARA. Gona add some more new songs soon ! Enough with the Nobody already. We wanted to infect the others with “So Hot” but the tune is a little difficult to catch. I’m betting on “Tell me” next. So we’ll think about it. Anyways I really miss the old KARA ! Kept thinking about their dance for “Break it”. Love it like crazy. Love their first album too. A total different concept than the past one. 

Okay. Enough ramblings about these addictions. Lastly, LOVES JAEJOONG AND HYUNJOONG !

(WenJia said that HyunJoong isn’t good looking ): Oh well. Perhaps, but he has a cute character like JaeJoong. How can anyone not like him ? P The inside matters more than the physical appearance right ~ :X But he’s not that ugly you know. LOL . It’s just that JaeJoong is really better looking. Hah ! Enough enough ) 

Peace out ;D

Hope

If there’s something I can really learn from and I would really wish to master it, is to get over things fast. Hilarious, knowing that there’s no point dwelling in it. Yet I just keep on harping on it. I wish a miracle would just fall on my head, help me struggle through this tough period. Let me understand what it means by “hope”.

 

Peace, love and ice-cream -