Ain’t gona type a lot today because of one fact, I’m tired. My eyes are closing and my eyelids are getting heavier every second while I type this post. I’m in the middle of my General Paper filing. If I weren’t so lazy and were neat from the start, I would not have landed in such a undesirable situation. I have one thought now, but I know it would be impossible. It is to file all of them in the morning. I’ve already punched holes in them, all that’s left is to file them in ! So I shall do that later ! 
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Anyways, I’m really upset by the comments I’ve read from the progress report card. Not that they ain’t true. I guess I’m more fustrated with myself ? Because they are bits of truths that I have to face up to, before A levels crashes on me. Most of the teachers mentioned that they were disappointed and expected me to fare better . So in short, I’ve underperformed. But, it has been this way since I’ve entered junior college isn’t it ? I’ve heard numerous snide remarks about my results for O levels and the current one.Â
Well, I have nothing to say. All I can do is to work hard for A levels and prove to MYSELF I can do better. I think Mr Phang’s comment had the most impact on me. He said that my performance was ERRATIC. Its the first time I see this word appear, in such a situation of course. It’s not exactly unpredictable. My results have always been down and under, for physics I mean. I couldn’t really understand all the concepts taught but somehow, I do know them. I could never calculate out everything accurately but I know how to answer questions that require explaining. Which means, I can’t answer quantitative questions.Â
Blehs. Anyways, I was frightened by this lizard that was obviously more scared of me. It crawled into my view at the side of my laptop, got a shock and scrambled back where it came from. I had no idea where it is right now and I pray that it won’t come and haunt me in the night. Yeah . That’s all I ask for.Â
Time to hit the haystack ! Have a good night (:
