Archive for May, 2009

Touch of the heart

The reason why I type this post is that I suddenly realize how some songs can touch our hearts so easily. And one of those type of songs are songs that are written with a purpose. It’s not like songs are not written with one, it’s just that those that are written specifically for someone or some matter pulls our heart strings much easier.

Below are just some examples:

Helena – My Chemical Romance

Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know

And what’s the worst you take
From every heart you break
And like the blade you stain
Well I’ve been holding on tonight

What’s the worst that I could say
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold

And what’s the worst you take
From every heart you break
And like the blade you stain
Well I’ve been holding on tonight

What’s the worst that I could say
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me
Are you near me
Can we pretend to leave and then
We’ll meet again
When both our cars collide

What’s the worst that I could say
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight 

This song was written for his grandmother. I really loved this song because it’s the first rock song I’ve heard for such an intention and the lyrics though simple really touched me. Especially when it says “Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate”.

Permanent – David Cook

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you’ll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change even if I tell you I won’t go away today
Will you think that you’re all alone
When no one’s there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary rest your head
I’m permanent

I know he’s living in hell every single day
And so I ask oh god is there some way for me to take his place
And when they say it’s all touch and go I wish I could make it go away
But still you say
Will you think that you’re all alone when no one’s there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary, rest your head
I’m permanent
I’m permanent

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you’ll never see me cry 

This song was written for his brother who died because of cancer. It was written before his brother died and was about how his brother was battling with cancer. The part that I really love most is “Forgive my promise that you’ll never see me cry “

Bye Bye – Mariah Carey

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky �cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn�t get it but you kept me alive
I didn�t know why you didn�t show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But when we talked too
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There�s so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

Chorus:
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
�I wish I could talk to you for awhile�
�I wish I could find a way try not to cry�
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I�ll give the whole world to see your face
And I�m bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye 3x)
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I�ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It�s so hard to accept the fact you�re gone forever

Chorus:
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
�I wish I could talk to you for awhile�
�I wish I could find a way try not to cry�
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I�ll give the world to see your face
And I�m bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(bye bye bye bye bye bye 3x)
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfathers
Lift your head to the sky �cause we will never say bye

Chorus:
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
�I wish I could talk to you for awhile�
�I wish I could find a way try not to cry�
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I�ll give the world to see your face
And I�m bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye 

It wasn’t specifically written for someone, but instead a group of people. I think there’s no need to elaborate on why everyone loves this song.

Save you – Simple Plan

Take a breath�
I pull myself together�
Just another step until I reach the door�
You�ll never know the way it�
tears me up inside to see you�
I wish that I could tell you something�
and take it all away�

Sometimes I wish I could save you�
And there�s so many things�
that I want you to know�
I won�t give up till it�s over�
If it takes you forever I want you to know�

When I hear your voice�
It’s drowning into whispers�
You’re just skin and bones�
There�s nothing left to take�
No matter what I do I�
can�t make you feel better�
If only I could find the answer�
To help me understand�

Sometimes I wish I could save you�
And there�s so many things�
that I want you to know�
I wont give up till it�s over�
If it takes you forever I want you to know�

That if you fall, stumble down�
I�ll pick you up off the ground�
If you lose faith in you�
I�ll give you strength to pull through�
Tell me you won’t give up cause�
I�ll be waiting if you fall�
Oh you know I�ll be there for you�

(Ahahaha)�
If only I could find the answer�
To take it all away�

Sometimes I wish I could save you�
And there�s so many things�
that I want you to know�
I wont give up till it’s over�
If it takes you forever I want you to know (Oooh)�
I wish I could save you�
I want you to know (Ohohh)�
I wish I could save you (ohh)

This is written for the cancer patients.

What about now – Chris Daughty

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?

Now that we’re here,
Now that we’ve come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it’s lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
Baby, before it’s too late,
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now? 

I cried when I saw the music video.

CREDITS : songmeanings

Incinerated hopes

Ain’t gona type a lot today because of one fact, I’m tired. My eyes are closing and my eyelids are getting heavier every second while I type this post. I’m in the middle of my General Paper filing. If I weren’t so lazy and were neat from the start, I would not have landed in such a undesirable situation. I have one thought now, but I know it would be impossible. It is to file all of them in the morning. I’ve already punched holes in them, all that’s left is to file them in ! So I shall do that later ! :P P

Anyways, I’m really upset by the comments I’ve read from the progress report card. Not that they ain’t true. I guess I’m more fustrated with myself ? Because they are bits of truths that I have to face up to, before A levels crashes on me. Most of the teachers mentioned that they were disappointed and expected me to fare better . So in short, I’ve underperformed. But, it has been this way since I’ve entered junior college isn’t it ? I’ve heard numerous snide remarks about my results for O levels and the current one. 

Well, I have nothing to say. All I can do is to work hard for A levels and prove to MYSELF I can do better. I think Mr Phang’s comment had the most impact on me. He said that my performance was ERRATIC. Its the first time I see this word appear, in such a situation of course. It’s not exactly unpredictable. My results have always been down and under, for physics I mean. I couldn’t really understand all the concepts taught but somehow, I do know them. I could never calculate out everything accurately but I know how to answer questions that require explaining. Which means, I can’t answer quantitative questions. 

Blehs. Anyways, I was frightened by this lizard that was obviously more scared of me. It crawled into my view at the side of my laptop, got a shock and scrambled back where it came from. I had no idea where it is right now and I pray that it won’t come and haunt me in the night. Yeah . That’s all I ask for. 

Time to hit the haystack ! Have a good night (:

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Mr Brain

Has anyone caught the first episode of the drama yet? One of my friends introduced this show to me and it’s really great. Filled with many fun facts about the brain too! Appeals me even further to study about pyschology. So if anyone is interested in shows that revolves around solving of mysteries and of course some tweaks of comedy here and there, this show is for you !

Title : Mr Brain

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Synopsis: Tsukumo Ryusuke is neuroscientist working for the National Research Institute of Police Science (part of the National Police Agency). He is generally incapable of reading the atmosphere of a situation, but when it comes to science, he is well respected. Whenever something catches his interest, he thoroughly sticks to it and never gives up, chasing down the criminals with certainty. –Tokyograph

Cast: Kimura Takuya as Tsukumo Ryusuke, Ayase Haruka as Yuri Kazune, Mizushima Hiro as Hayashida Toranosuke, Hiraizumi Sei as Funaki Junpei, Shitara Osamu as Kanda Junichi, Yamazaki Shigenori as Ouchi Koichi, Kinoshita Yukina, Isaka Shunya (井坂俊哉) as Namikoshi Katsumi, Hayashi Yasufumi as Iwabuchi Kiyoshi, Kobayashi Katsuya as Seta Ippei (小林克也), Tanaka Yuji (田中裕二) as Natsume Mitsuo, Tortoise Matsumoto (トータス松本) as Nanba Jotaro, Daichi Mao as Sasa Miharu, Kagawa Teruyuki as Tanbara Tomomi

Some Fun Facts from Episode 1:

1. The brain analyze an image or a picture by splitting it into left and right sides. And somehow, our brains would draw conclusions by observing the left sides of the image. Which means, if you want to impress people or stuff like that, take note of the right side ! :P Cool yeah ! Lucky my fringe is to the right :X

2. It’s prudent to have a filling breakfast because during the night, the body’s glucose level falls rapidly.

Self-Denial

Been slacking lately I guess ? Have been indulging in another worth reading manga, Chrono Crusade. Yeah. Don’t go booing over there. It might be an old manga or whateever, but it’s really good. Reminds me of Trinity Blood somehow but in this manga, there’s more emotions entwined. I’m not saying that Trinity Blood has none, but this just has more. 

I’ve just finished CC so it’s still fresh in my head. The last few chapters were so intriguing ! Gosh. Anyways, just read it okay. My recommended manga if you love fighting ones xD Oh if anyone has any to recommend, tell me ! :X

Oh, and the bad thing about such mangas are that they are too short ! Or maybe because they are short enough so it makes you crave for more. I wonder if there’s more of mangas of these kind. Vampires, demons, fantasies that are beyond this world that we have discovered.

Well, back to reality then. LingLan has been observing spelling errors in my posts and not correcting them ! If you find any, PLEASE correct them so I won’t make the same dumb mistake. One such mistake that she has pointed out is the word “reharsal”, it’s supposed to be spelt as “rehearsal”. There are also some frequently made spelling errors as such:

seperate – separate

calender – calendar

twelth – twelfth

Won’t make these mistakes anymore ! Time to go off . Peace out.

Because the reason to hope has long been desist,

for it has been decided right from the start.

What’s lost would be lost forever,

and it can never be found again.

Ultimate SLACKER

I think it’s becoming a habit for me. I meant, reading my previous blog post before blogging. I’ve forgotten what I blog already and it’s weird to continue blogging from nowhere. And it feels really weird when you’re reading your own blog. It’s like, double reflection. First when you type, and the second time when you read it again. Well, time to move on to what happened on Friday ! 

The extra hour for sleeping was great. In case you have no idea what I’m talking about, every friday, my school starts an hour later. I think it’s meant for us to spend more time with our family during breakfast. But it’s invalid for me because my family is still asleep ! So I still have breakfast with myself, literally because in front of me is a wide mirror. So I’m facing myself and eating every morning.

Maths lecture as usual was a “I think I know what’s happening, but .. it doesn’t seem so on second thought” kind of thing. I have no idea what’s happening yet somehow, I think I understand. Okay, this doesn’t make sense to anyone nor me . So we shall move on from this weird chatter.

Physics lecture was a bore. To me, I feel that it’s a little redundant. Everything can  be read off the notes, but the point is, would anyone do it? Well, the answer is no. So I shall take back what I said. And lately, I’ve start to realize that I’m seriously such a slacker compared to my friends. I have no idea where they find the perseverance to do homework and stuff. Gosh. It totally turns me off. A typical student perhaps ?

Computing practical was quite fine. I’ve finally moved on to the last question. A miracle happened. Mr Ho took the initiative to help me. But his efforts went to waste as I had absolutely NO IDEA what’s he talking about. Out of kindness, or should I say desperate, he decided to write what he meant on the board. So I guess I weren’t the only person who don’t understand what he’s saying. Thank god, but maybe not on second thought. 

Break was LONELY. Jolene who was always the source of all chatter was gone. Jeannette and me went to old canteen to have our lunch. Well well, then we saw RenZhi. Started to make the conversation more fun I guess. Oh, did I mention there was this weird guy, beside us. I shouldn’t describe him as weird, it’s more of bimbotic. Yeah, it’s a guy I’m talking about here. His actions and all, served as a great entertainment. Sorry, I just couldn’t look away. 

After that, we proceeded to the library where we studied and did our homework. A wake up call again ? For being the only one who did not complete the physics assignment that would be gone through later. Oh crap. Suddenly, I don’t feel like blogging anymore. Forget it.

A song to share:

One Republic – Dreamin’ out loud

[Verse 1]
Well hello sir, we look for monday, 
Confident we’ll get there someday, 
Pushing all the papers to a wealthy man, 
Might I say, a beautiful tie you wear, 
And how do you find such lovely polka dots and stripes these days?

[Bridge]
Break all my thoughts hit the floor, 
Like im makin the score, 
Im the king of the world,
Im a popular man
Count by zero’s to ten, 
If you cant, well i can, 
Dont let any one wake me

[Chorus]
Im dreamin out loud, 
Dreamin out loud, 
And all at once its so familiar to see, 
Im dreamin out loud, 
Dreamin out loud, 
Cant find a puzzle to fit into piece of apart of me

[Verse 2]
Curtain calls a sanctuary, 
Actors in the cloth, they freak me out,
Mockin my purpose, in the magazines,
Famous how they make you feel grand,
They’re always there to hold your hand,
In times of trouble, they’re best of friends

[Bridge]
Break all my thoughts hit the floor, 
Like im makin the score, 
Im the king of the world,
Im a popular man
Count by zero’s to ten, 
If you cant, well i can, 
Dont let any one wake me

[Chorus]
Im dreamin out loud, 
Dreamin out loud, 
And all at once its so familiar to see, 
Im dreamin out loud, 
Dreamin out loud, 
Cant find a puzzle to fit into piece apart of me

[Bridge]
They dont care what you say
They dont care what you think
All they care, what you do,
Long as your of beat,
Take a look at yourself

Storm tries to come and wreck my world,
No i wont let it
Stumble to escape, through anchored drapes, made of bedding

[Chorus]
Im dreamin out loud, 
Dreamin out loud, 
And all at once its so familiar to see, 
Im dreamin out loud, 
Dreamin out loud, 
Cant find a puzzle to fit into piece of apart of me

Well hello sir we look for mondaysss