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Fruitful day – Miracle

13 Aug

Today is the start of a miracle! Okay, fine. I’m exaggerating. It was a fruitful day spent.

In the morning, I woke up at 9plus am and read finish the papers. Had a good breakfast and finish reading the papers at 10plus. After that, I continued to read my bedtime storybook, Computing Essentials 2010. Seriously, there are so many missing information inside. Now I see why Mrs Liang said that we can use them as a summary of what we will learn, but not the entire thing. Guess I still have to refer back to our messed up notes.

Then, I worked on Physics. Finished the entire Nuclear Physics chapter, studying and practise. Wrote out all the LOs(Learning Objectives) and also did all the questions in the ten year series. Had to say that I had a big problem focusing when my brother is in the other room watching my favourite show currently, Family Outing. In the end, I was distracted and watched 2 episodes of it >< The episode when Kim Jong Kook became a permanent member in the Family.

Soon after, I had my teabreak ! Mantou! :D

I continued doing my Maths A Level’s paper 2008 until now. Finished the paper somehow and am going to check the answers. Gosh, I really can’t believe how much I’ve done today. Normally I would even have a problem finishing reading the newspapers. It seems that determination can do wonders. Everytime I feel like giving up and switching on the computer, I would ask myself “Is your aim after 12 years of education, not going to a university?” That was enough to make me go back to my studies.

Ahhh ! I’m so tired right now. Eyes are closing. Have to finish going through the answers of my maths paper and continue reading my “bedtime storybook” . Bye people ! Work hard too (:

Lastly, a song to share (:

Ps. I’ve finally transferred all the NDP pictures into my computer but it’s too much of a hassle to upload them onto my blog. I’ll think of an easier way to share them. Till then.

Jordin Sparks – Battlefield


Battlefield Lyrics

Don’t try to explain your mind
I know what’s happening here
One minute it’s love
And suddenly it’s like a battle-field

One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world’s nothing when you don’t
I’m not here without a shield
Can’t go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don’t even know what we’re fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)
Why does love always feel like..

Can’t swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mhmm
If we can’t surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don’t wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don’t even know what we’re fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your…

We could pretend that we are friends tonight (oh-oh-oh)
And in the morning we’ll wake up and we’ll be alright
Cause baby we don’t have to fight
And I don’t want this love to feel like..

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield,
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor…

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don’t even know what we’re fighting for (fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield? (x2)

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor

Why does love always feel like…
Why does love always feel like…
A battlefield, a battlefield..

I never meant
to start a war
Don’t even know
What we’re fighting for

I never meant
to start a war
Don’t even know
What we’re fighting for

credits : elyricsworld

 
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Totally confused

12 Aug

I’m going insane soon. I’ve already made up my mind to study since I woke up today. Even wrote out my agenda. However, it’s killing me. I was flipping the computing book that I’ve borrowed from library yesterday, and I just realised how messy everything was. I mean, they’ve classified everything so nicely but because in school, we learn each topic from different teachers. Hence now it’s really mixed up. My brain is all tangled up and I couldn’t identify which topics are by which teachers. More often than not, it’s more than one teacher. My notes are all over the place, not literally. They are all fine, nicely filed in my computing file but the chapters just seem so weird.

I really don’t feel like studying at all. I have this urge that’s telling me to study but it’s really difficult when you know that there’s so many topics that you haven’t touch and time is running out. Also, it’s not like I don’t know if I don’t get started, I would never progress on. Darn. I wonder what kind of goals I should set for myself.

Besides, I’ve just read the comments written by the teachers yesterday. Not encouraging at all huh. It’s been like this since young I guess. But sometimes, you just get fed up over what teachers want. The worse thing is when they judge you like they know you well. It’s freaking idiotic when you know that they don’t know you and you should just forget about whatever they say but you can’t. You just can’t ignore it completely. Instead, you think about it more. Darn.

I’ll have to do something if not it’ll be too late. All too late.

 
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The Courage to Speak Up

11 Aug

“There’s only one thing worse than a man who doesn’t have strong likes and dislikes, and that’s a man who has strong likes and dislikes without the courage to voice them” – Tony Randall

It seems like the most common weakness in man(includin me), is the lack of courage to speak up.

 
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Orhpan: SPOILER

09 Aug

Are you a fan of the show “Hide and Seek”? Or are you obsessed with pyschological shows? If you are, then you would probably love this show, just like me!

Synopsis:

The tragic loss of their unborn child has devastated Kate and John, taking a toll on both their marriage and Kate’s fragile psyche as she is plagued by nightmares and haunted by demons from her past. Struggling to regain some semblance of normalcy in their lives, the couple decides to adopt a child. At the local orphanage, both John and Kate find themselves strangely drawn to a young girl named Esther. Almost as soon as they welcome Esther into their home, however, an alarming series of events begins to unfold, leading Kate to believe that there’s something wrong with Esther–this seemingly angelic little girl is not what she appears to be. Concerned for the safety of her family, Kate tries to get John and others to see past Esther’s sweet facade. But her warnings go unheeded until it may be too late-for everyone.

Credits: The Internet Movie Database

For those who have watched the trailer like me, would have expected a twist in the story at the end as this was the best part of pyschology movies. During the movie, I was trying my best to guess what’s wrong with Esther but I couldn’t really get it right until the last part.

I think the introduction was really good. At first, the scene looked normal. It was just the main lead, Kate who was giving birth to her third child. The confusing part came when the doctors start to sigh and say that they were really sorry for her loss mixed with Kate’s exclaimation that the baby was not dead and is still moving in her womb. The scary part came when the tension started to rise and came to the climax when the baby was shown. It was dead.

Then came a hysterical scream and it was just a dream. She then went to the bathroom to get her medication. Like most horror flicks, the mirror pose as an important tool to scare the viewers. In this show, it was exceptionally scary with the creaking sound of the mirror drawer. I have no idea if it was intentional or not but the sound made me even more freaked out. The surprising part was that it wasn’t until the third time she pushed open the drawer where something really appeared. But it was just her husband. I think this part is where it started to tell me, this show IS indeed different from other typical horror movies.

The story then started to unfold. Kate lost the baby due to her alcohol addiction which could be inferred from the scene where she was visiting her shrink. Her husband appeared to be caring and was consoling her telling her it wasn’t her fault. But she couldn’t not blame herself which resulted in the endless nightmares. Both her husband and her then decided to adopt a child so that they could give the love meant for Jessica to someone who needs it.

During the stay at the orphanage where Kate and John was finding a child to adopt, the director made many successful attempts to scare us. He made use of the fact that we already were expecting something as the meeting of Kate and John with Esther drew closer. Then the second part which continues to support my view that this show is indeed special was when the meeting with Esther was a completely normal one. In fact, it seemed as though Esther was a perfect normal kid who was able to communicate really well with others. She was a charming kid who could draw well and is optimistic about everything. Her optimism further increased her appeal towards Kate who desperately needed someone to fill up her loss of Jessica.

They then successful adopted Esther. Esther continued to portray as a fantastic child with fast learning abilities where she picked up sign language and piano really fast. Also, she managed to get along well with Max. The strange incidents started to happen when Esther wore this dress to school. Kate asked she didn’t wear the jeans and shirt she prepared for her and Esther retorted with what Kate had said before to her “It was okay to be different from the rest”. Kate gave in and drove them to school.

At school, she was discriminated from the rest especially one of her classmates. Then came the scene when John brings the children to the playground to play. Esther had her eye on this classmate who kept bullying her during class. The director then again adapted the technique which was used earlier both with the drawers and at the orphanage. The last blow came when Esther was seen pushing the girl off the slide where she broke her ankle. Max saw it but denied it at the dining table. The suspicion from Kate started to rise even higher while John just shrug it off saying that it was an accident.

The suspicion grew even worse when Esther experessed her knowledge about sex when she was supposedly to be only nine, after she’ve accidentally seen John and Kate doing it. After that, the John and Kate had a discussion about Esther. Kate tried many attempts to convince John that there was something wrong with Esther but it was a failure. The director then portrayed the overthrown of that belief by ending that scene with John and Kate both using expletives in a comedic way.

However, Kate didn’t really gave up. In the supermarket,  Sister Abigail called her and was reminding her about the health reports for Esther. Kate walked away to have the call in private. Esther then used Max to help her eavesdrop on the conversation. When Esther realized that the truth about her might be exposed, she deceived Max into helping her to murder Sister Abigail. The cruelty of Esther is then shown when she used a hammer to crack the Sister’s skull. They then hid the evidence in the Daniel’s treehouse. Daniel accidentally came across that and thought that he was safe.

Following that night, Esther appeared beside his bed and threatened him to not breathe a word about it. The story then started to get even heavier when more strange happenings involve Esther. Kate tried her best to convince John about it but John was still in disbelief. The relationship between Kate and John came to its worst when Esther cut the white roses in their garden. Kate was extremely grieved and grabbed Esther’s hand. To make it worse, that night, Esther broke her arm using John’s vise and convinced John that it was Kate’s doing. That night, Esther slept in the room with John while Kate was forced to sleep downstairs. Unable to cope, Kate went to buy alcohol. However, she didn’t drink a single sip as she remembered the unfortunate event of Jessica.

Kate finally decided to work on her own and find out more of Esther’s past. She came across Esther’s bible again and realizes there were many photos of unknown guys. At that time, John was continuing to persuade Kate to go to a rehab centre as he feels that Kate is reverting back to her addiction which wasn’t true. John then took out the bottle that Kate had bought the day before and expected, the bottle was “found” by Esther.

Esther finally managed to drive Kate out of the house when Daniel was almost being burnt alive by Esther. Daniel managed to survive although he was still in critical condition. Esther then tried to kill Daniel. Max then made up her mind to stop Esther but it was too late. When Kate realized that, she wanted to confront Esther but was sedated by the doctors.

That night, Esther had her make up on and tried to seduce John. However, she failed terribly. The story then develops even further when the mental institution called back Kate who was in the hospital. She was questioned if she had seen the scars that Esther had at her neck and wrist. The director cleverly joined that together with Esther being exasperated and pulling off the neck and wrist decorations she always wore. The scars were obviously present. John finally realized the truth when he saw Esther’s room in a mess. When Esther disrupted the house’s lightings, John came across all the drawings that Esther pasted on the wall.

Then all the pieces started to come together. Esther used luminous paint which could only be seen when the fish tank’s light is on. John then saw the paintings of Kate and him which was hidden behind all the drawings. The scene was combined with Kate’s conversation with the mental hopsital. It was then revealed that Esther was actually a 33 year old full grown lady who suffered from a sickness which causes her body to develop unusually.

Kate then drives the car back to the house at full speed. On the way, she tried to inform John about it but he did not pick up the phone. When she was back, she realised that it was too late and John was on the floor suffering from multiple stabs on his chest and a pool of blood. The hide and seek of Max, Esther and Kate begun. Esther who was at first hunting down Max decided to first kill off Kate.

The ending was filled with many fighting scenes of both of them struggling to kill each other. Kate showed her motherly love by all the attempts to stop Esther from hunting down Max. Esther was then knocked out by Kate when she fell through the roof of the garden house. Kate then carried Max away from the house and towards the ice lake. When they heard the police sirens, they finally let out a sigh of relief.

However, it does not end here as Esther came chasing with a knife. Kate and Esther fought with each other and fell into the cold lake. Max tried to kill Esther with a shotgun but failed. When Kate climbed out of the hole in the lake, we thought everything was over but Esther then grabbed Kate’s foot. She then tried to use the soft tatic to “beg” for her life and addressed Kate as mummy. However, Kate wasn’t deceived and foiled Esther’s plan by kicking her off and broke her neck. Esther then fell back into the cold pond.

Finally, Kate and Max was saved by the policemen.

I was quite disappointed with the ending as I anticipated something like Hide and Seek but it didn’t appear. For those who didn’t understand what I meant, I shall explain. In Hide and Seek’s final ending, the drawing appeared another girl who held the hands of that small girl who survived which means that that girl also suffers from personality disorder. In this show, that didn’t happen. So it was quite disappointing.

But overall, it was a great show that is definitely not to be missed !

 
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Satur-DAY OUT

09 Aug

You know what’s amazing? I didn’t switch on my computer for the whole day yesterday! I mean, it may seem lame to some of you out there who rarely touch their computers. But, me! A computer addict! That’s so impossible. I shall take it this is one step nearer to becoming a NON-computer addict. Anyways, what was I doing the whole day yesterday that made me so determined not to touch the computer? Actually, it wasn’t determination. It was because I was nowhere NEAR the computer. Shall fill you in right now.

I woke up around 8plus in the morning and ate a bun for breakfast. I wasn’t in the right mind as it was the first time I had to wake up so early to go out. So half of the time, I was just doing it half-conciously. And probably due to that, I spent one whole hour getting ready to go out. I couldn’t think straight so all the clothes I tried on couldn’t match each other somehow. Secondly, I’m really running out of clothes. But I didn’t want to repeat whatever I wore out so yeah. In the end, I cleared my mind and finally decided on what to wear.

I know it’s very normal and I also agree with you that I was insane to think for SO LONG. But anyways, I met up with JiaYing at Sembawang Mrt Station. As usual, both of us were late. In the end the meeting time of 10am dragged on to 10.30am. We then sat the train all the way to CityHall.

She started to share with me all the ghost stories she heard from her seniors. Oh, and she’s going for attachment soon at SGH. Congratulations Sharine. You won’t see her :X LOL. And so, one of the stories that freaked both of us out was this.

One part of their job was to follow the “Sister” every night to do rounds around the wards in the level. In every hospital, there’s this senior nurse and stuff and “Sister” is also one of them. So one of the nurses told this senior at attachment to follow the sister around if she comes around. When the sister came, she just followed her around. At first she thought it was just kind of weird why the sister didn’t speak to her at all. Normally we would just assume that she doesn’t want to say anything so we would keep our mouth shut. In the end, she felt that it’s really weird. So she asked the sister why she didn’t say anything. So the sister turned around and spoke to her. But the point was, when she open her mouth, it was just a huge black hole. The senior fainted from what I heard from Jiaying. And the reason for that sister was that in the past, she kept talking about the others behind their backs. So people cursed that she would get mouth cancer. She got it, and died from it as a result.

The best part? It involves SGH. LOL. She was busy telling me that somehow, all the stories involved SGH. And the scariest one of course belongs to Alexandra hospital. The oldest one in Singapore. Then she continued on telling me the hilarious experience they had when they visited Sharine the other time in hospital. Apparently, they went to the wrong floor at it was B1. When the lift doors opened, they were surprised as it was exceptionally cold. But they didn’t think anything out of it and continued walking. That was then when one of them saw that one of the doors wrote “Mortuary”. As usual YiLing freaked out and ran to the lifts followed by the others one by one.

I guess this won’t happen if I were there. I mean seriously ! B1 is always the mortuary. Darn, Couldn’t go, which was such a pity ):

After that she showed me photos of her blood test and all. She was trying to influence me to go nursing. Come on. I think I’ll probably faint everyday. I’m not really scared of all these, it’s just that I would be happier without being in contact with all these. LOL.

When we reached CityHall, we went to had our BREAKFAST! Had roti prata. It’s been such a long time since I’ve had that. Food was expensive in Suntec City. Oh well, expected since it’s town. Then we went to this Japanese store that Jiaying wanted to buy her pen from. Saw many snacks that I’ve seen when I was in Japan. AHH ! I want to go Japan again! It’s such a beautiful place.

And FINALLY, we settled down in Macdonalds and start doing our work. It was such a unfruitful experience as I couldn’t solve most of the problems and I kept chanting ” When is YuanXi coming?”. I would always ask him when I have a maths question to solve. Then we started to digress from studying, which was EXPECTED. The worst part came when she showed me the trailer to “Orphan”. I watched it on my IPod Touch and I was totally .. appealed -.- That’s what happens when there are two horror flick fans together. Anyways, the trailer really looked good.

And as predicted by Yuan Xi, we didn’t end up studying. The point was, he joined in. LOL. We met at Dhoby Ghaut. He wanted to go to PC Bunk and we were opposing to it violently. We might just end up being stuck there.

We then went to buy the tickets and food. When we were buying our food, Jiaying and YuanXi was trying to tempt me to buy icecream. They kept saying that it won’t hurt and it’s really nice. Somehow, I managed to not succumb to temptation. They gave up soon after.

During the movie, there were a lot of “Oh my god” coming from the mouths of the audience including Jiaying, YuanXi and me. I mean, we can’t refrain from it. I really LOVED the show. It’s great. Shall talk more about it later at the end of the post. And for those who wants to watch it and have not caught it yet, do NOT spoil yourself. It’s too good of a flick to miss.

After the show, I had to go home. YuanXi and Jiaying on the otherhand went to study. I wonder if it was successful. LOL. I doubt so really :X When I reached home, I joined my brother watching Family Outing. He’s addicted to it too after I FORCED him to watch the episode of LeeJunki. Initially, he couldn’t see the appeal of the show, but I kept persuading him. He finally gave in and has been spending most of his time watching it.

Anyways, today I’m going to watch NDP! It’s been such a LONG time since I’ve watched it LIVE! Not on TV guys. SO EXCITED ~! :X The best part is still FIREWORKS ~ Can’t wait. Shall take a lot of pictures and then update my blog at night. So wait for it yeah :D Next up, my SPOILER for Orphan.

 
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