I’m diagnosed with a mental illness.
I have no idea what it is. I’m just so sick of being at home and I can’t focus at my work because there’s still unexplainable feeling. I can’t focus at anything, even when I’m doing leisure activities such as watching dramas or others. And the only hint I get is perhaps I need to get out of my house. If not, I’ll probably end up nuts or something.
I feel so irritated and every breath I take feels so heavy. Being unable to focus on my work makes me so nervous but I just can’t pay attention. The glaring ’11′ seems to a pair of surveillance camera watching my every move. This is insane. Even when at night when I’m preparing to go to sleep, I can’t even relax properly. I just keep thinking about how much I have not done.
I think I better go get some fresh air tomorrow. Get out of the house, take a bus or mrt.
jas
October 29, 2009 at 6:44 pm
woohoo FT! “i need you love you~~~~” lols. anyways, come tpy take fresh air la. =x u wan take train rite? come find me =p LOL
Hwee
October 29, 2009 at 7:06 pm
me too! <33!
Ehhh~ TPY? Next week I’ll go ~
jas
October 30, 2009 at 10:19 pm
what u serious?! u coming tpy next week? .________.”
sharine
October 29, 2009 at 10:06 pm
hahah, get out of your neighbourhood!
watch movie/drink
Hwee
October 30, 2009 at 8:13 am
lols ><" i guess that will have to wait after A's huh. if i'll survive till then (:
BearBear
October 29, 2009 at 10:42 pm
muhahaha!!!! Time to start looking out your window and look in the sky !!! ^^
Hwee
October 30, 2009 at 8:13 am
my window is like so far away can x.x i dun approve of this idea.
hwee
October 31, 2009 at 11:32 pm
wanted to .. but now it depends on the rate of my revision xD
jas
November 1, 2009 at 12:25 am
lol if u come, i change my plan and leave my house =p
rare sight to see u in tpy =x must go see u =x hehehe
Hwee
November 2, 2009 at 7:51 pm
LOL. Wow. Really arhs. So nice xP
jas
November 2, 2009 at 9:43 pm
since whennnnnn i not nice? ._______.#
hwee
November 3, 2009 at 8:36 pm
lols never say you not nice. the world filled with too many unkind people that i’ve forgotten kind people existed xP
but based on my rate now, i doubt so. till now still at maths. 3 more chapters. rawr!
Cathleen
October 1, 2011 at 4:54 pm
Essays like this are so important to broadening people’s hrzoinos.