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I had a really weird dream last night. I think my subconscious mind is going haywire every second. Perhaps, I do not really feel the stress and anxiety on the surface but its taunting me inside. Just to describe a little, my dream was illogical in every sense.

Firstly, I dreamt that it was the first paper, which was Maths Paper 1. Somehow or the other, it transformed into a GP paper 2. After that came the scary part. There was this huge caterpillar crawling around, not in the Lepidoptera family kind of sense, but the really cyclopean type of monsters you would only see in movies. I was traumatized and kept my eye on it for half of the paper. When I set my gaze back to the paper, it changed to an open-ended comprehension instead of the multiple choice one I saw before. Also, I dreamt that my class actually listens and loves Big Bang songs which came as a surprise. When I woke up, I was still in disbelief over what happened. Only after 5 minutes it just occurred to me that it was just a dream after all. Guess I was too preoccupied with it.

After that I dressed up and got ready for school. Mr Phang came along at 9.30am and we started consulting him about the VJC paper 09. I’m still amazed by the fact that I managed to finish the entire physics paper yesterday because I usually give up halfway. Then had consultation with Ms Mok. She went through the aggression text with Jeannette and I. There were lots of uneasy pauses in between and half of the time I was wishing the answer would just dawn on me. Well, it didn’t. So I guess there were a lot of “err ..” and “uhhh..” along the way. Then I did a little of SAJC paper 1 in the library. I guess it’s really fruitful when you study alone. The only loss is that you have no one to ask when you have doubts. But for memorizing facts and others, it’s a good practice to study alone (: Less distractions and meaningless talks.

WeiQin and I went home at around 4plus. Scouted for a IPod Touch cover at NorthPoint and Sembawang Shopping Centre. Lady Luck just wasn’t shining upon me I guess. Have to find it another day then.

Tomorrow I’m going to complete the SAJC maths paper and finish up my LONG DUE essay. I was supposed to let Ms Mok mark it last week and it dragged on till this week. I need more determination in order to get work done. Anyways the number of the days to A’s have dropped to 20 and in half an hour’s time, it’s going to even further drop to a 1s – which is pretty scary.

I guess I’m going to do my Physics TYS too. Well, till then.

Just sharing my CURRENT favourite song from Ft Island. This song is from their Jump Up Album.

Enjoy (;

Ft Island – You and I

I need you love you
I need you love you

geu·dae doo noon·eun uhn·je·na nahl bwa·sseu·myun joh·ke·suh
If your two eyes could always look at me, I’d like it

na·reul dduh·ohl·lil ddae·ma·da mi·so·ga (ib·ga·eh) buhn·ji·gil ba·rae
Every time you think of me, I wish a smile (at your lips) would begin to spread

geu·dae ib·soo·reun uhn·je·na nahl boo·reu·myun joh·ke·suh
If your lips could always call me, I’d like it

nae ee·reum boo·reul ddae·ma·da haeng·bok·ee (ga·seum·eh) nuhm·chi·gil ba·rae
Every time you call my name, I wish happiness (in your chest) would overflow

se·sang·eh dool·do ubt·neun so·joong·han nae sa·rang·ah oh no
Without a double in the world, oh precious love of mine, oh no

I need you love you sa·rang·ee oh·ryuh·na·bwa ma·chi ggoom ggoo·neun guht ga·ta
I need you love you love is on its way, it’s almost like I’m dreaming a dream

I need you love you young·won·hi geu·dae·wa nahn sa·rang·eul ha·go shi·puh My love
I need you love you forever, with you and me, I want to love, my love

geu·dae shim·jang·eun uhn·je·na nahl ahn·eu·myun joh·ke·suh
If your heart could always hug me, I’d like it

na·reul dduh·ohl·lil ddae·ma·da shim·jang·ee (suhl·leh·yuh) doo·geun·guh·ri·gil
Every time you think of me, if your heart (fluttering) could start to thump

se·sang·eh dool·do ubt·neun so·joong·han nae sa·rang·ah oh no
Without a double in the world, oh precious love of mine, oh no

I need you love you sa·rang·ee oh·ryuh·na·bwa ma·chi ggoom ggoo·neun guht ga·ta
I need you love you love is on its way, it’s almost like I’m dreaming a dream

I need you love you young·won·hi geu·dae·wa nahn sa·rang·eul ha·go shi·puh
I need you love you forever, with you and me, I want to love

I want you love you sa·rang·eh bba·jyuht·na·bwa uhn·je·na hahm·gge·ha·gi·reul
I want you love you it seems I’ve fallen into love, I hope we will always be together

I want you love you uh·di·deun geu·dae·ra·myun hahm·gge·ha·go shi·peun·guhl
I want you love you no matter where, if it’s you, I want us to be together

nae oh·jik dahn han·sa·ram
My one and only person

seul·peun il·ee·na gi·bbeun il mo·doo da geu·dae·wa·mahn hahm·gge ha·go shi·puh
Sad things or happy things (all of them) I only want to do them with you

da·shi tae·uh·nahn·da hae·do geu·dae·mahn sa·rang·ha·go shi·puh
Even if I’ll live again, only you… are the one I’d want to love

I need you love you sa·rang·ee oh·ryuh·na·bwa ma·chi ggoom ggoo·neun guht ga·ta
I need you love you love is on its way, it’s almost like I’m dreaming a dream

I need you love you young·won·hi geu·dae·wa nahn sa·rang·eul ha·go shi·puh
I need you love you forever, with you and me, I want to love

I want you love you sa·rang·eh bba·jyuht·na·bwa uhn·je·na hahm·gge·ha·gi·reul
I want you love you it seems I’ve fallen into love, I hope we will always be together

I want you love you uh·di·deun geu·dae·ra·myun hahm·gge·ha·go shi·peun·guhl
I want you love you no matter where, if it’s you, I want us to be together

Credits: iridiscent@soompi

Seriously, I really afraid. A’s are approaching; there’s only 3 weeks left. Well, I read the newspapers, read Newsweek, did Physics papers and later I’m going to do my essay. I still haven’t finish it><” Slacker! :l

I’m currently watching Ft Island’s live performances and realised that the they are hand-syncing for the majority of their performances. I was thinking that its quite sad since Hong Ki get to perform live for every performance while the others have to fake play with their instruments. I mean they are a band :l Well, there’s some performances where they do play live but its only a handful. I guess they can’t really perform much since it takes a lot of time to set up the instruments and tune them ><” So we shall just enjoy HongKi’s singing shall we?

HongKi’s singing is sooo good. He can sing so high. He sang Romantic Cat and Maria. Gosh, I totally love Romantic Cat. One of the the songs that I love most by Cherry Filter xD When he sang the high notes, it was so perfect that its kind of scary. His voice didn’t crack at all. Admire his voice so much! ><” A performance where they did not hand sync.

Maria ~

Another waking up show!

SeungHyun is so cute. And MinHwan is so funny. Trying to pretend to be other members. Hilarious HongKi just can’t wake up unless he listens to his favourite band huh

And there’s so many people playing for them! the violins and cellos are so cool!

Woke up at around 10 am and started to watch Good Daddy. This show is about 5 male stars coming together to look after a daughter and experience the feeling of having a child. The reason why I’m watching it? HongKi is in! Anyways, there’s Heechul inside too. It’s really hilarious (: And I won’t mind having a dad like HongKi Bet all my friends would admire me having such a cute dad!

In the afternoon had lunch at a Taiwan restaurant. Guess it was okay. Not really my type but I have to say the red bean pancake is so nice! :X

After that went to search for stores that sell kites. Spent like 4 hours under the sun trying to get the fly up. My highest record is only like 4 stories ><” It’s so difficult =l And I sweat like crazy! My arm muscles hurt like crazy. It’s so difficult to fight against the wind. My sole and arm muscles totally hurt now. But I guess it was fun. I really want a penguin kite! We saw so many cute ones. There were lizard designs, penguin, eagle and even jellyfish. Oh, the cutest one was a bat. I highly suspect that its made using garbage bag. LOL. The texture looks so from afar. But I can’t tell since my eyesight ain’t that good. Next time can go with friends! Anyone wana fly a kite?

At 7plus we went to have Fish and Co. for dinner. Like the previous time during Jolene’s birthday, I still cannot finish it ><” It’s too much. My dad and brother looked like they were going to be stuffed to death while my mother happily ate her salmon. Oh well. We canceled the Chocolate Pecan cake order at the end because we seriously can’t finish it. Tried eating fried calamari. I guess it tasted okay but I don’t really like it ><”

Finally got a nice cold shower and am here typing this post. My brother got me the book “The Lost Symbol” by Dan Brown. So happy xD Ain’t gona read it till the end of A’s or I won’t focus on my studies! There’s enough to distract me already. Ft Island shows, HongKi, You’re Beautiful drama and IRIS drama. So yeah, have to stay focused.

Have a good night people (: Going to finally start doing something after slacking for two whole days! ><”

Lastly, sharing with you guys a new song by Ft Island. It’s in their new Japanese single that’s going to be out on October 21st.

Ps. I seriously love HongKi’s blonde hair (: