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credits (PaperTissue)

2 days and counting, everyone’s been lying. All the encouraging and motivating words seemed meaningless. I should have seen it coming. No. I’ve already seen it coming except that I didn’t prepare myself to face the consequences. I expected what I should have, but I left out the most important part of facing the music.

Right now, I’m really in the middle of nowhere. This feeling sucks. People choosing you instead of you choosing them. How long have I been in such situations? Over and over again, its a never ending cycle. Repeatedly, I land myself in such detested situations.

It’s not their fault, not anyone’s but mine. The past couple of days, its been the first time I’m so thankful of my job. It’s the only thing that can make me forget of my self-caused miserable future. I can run, but I can’t hide. It’s all gona come. Right in my face.

Maybe I’ll be able to look at it right in the eye soon, but before that just let me be part of the crowd ..

and lie