Lately, it almost seems like a chore having to reply to texts, listen to phone calls or interact with people. It feels really troublesome having to act like you’re interested when you’re not and having to reply because of manners.
Sometimes I almost wish that I won’t see anyone that I’m not close with. Its si awkward trying to make each other comfortable. Cracking my head to ask questions so as to pass time and knowing that these conversations wouldn’t even make a difference in each other’s lives.
Having to repeat incidrnts that have happened before; it almost seems like there’s no end in telling your story. In the process, you even wonder if you should be making such effort because the other party may not even care about what you’re saying. He or she might just be pretending to be listening so as to not worsen the atmosphere.
Besides, telling someone you ain’t close with wastes too much time. There would be too much explanation to do and on the other hand you would keep wondering if whatever you said ruined the person’s impression of you.
Its so tiring to catch up with people. Am I getting more anti-social?
