The only 2 letters I know of right now is OB. For people who doesn’t know what it stands for, its Organizational Behaviour. Have an individual OB assignment due next Wednesday and I just started 2 days ago. Well, finally found more references just now. Done my best. I had to say I finally UNDERSTOOD what I was supposed to do. The best part about University is this. You get your own assignment online and do it without the teacher’s help. When I first saw it, I had NO IDEA what is a literature review. I was dumbstruck, thought I was gona flunk my first assignment and it was almost equals to saying bye to my certificate. Okay, maybe not that serious but its around that.
Been feeling a little weird lately. Haven’t managed to have a good rest because OB is always on my mind. Every single hour, minute and second, I keep telling myself I should start on it and complete as soon as possible. In the end? Its the same after all. Blame it on no one but me. It’s so hard to stay determined. People always complain that they have no time. I hate to admit it, but rather I have to say its more of a lack of determination than time. I could have started ages earlier, its my determination which wavered. I guess I could have stayed more rooted to my goals. Bye temptations, hi dreams. Like thats even possible.
Well, if you’ve realized, this post is just a RANT about how frustrated I am now because of OB. I’m so sleepy yet I know I wouldn’t be able to sleep in peace even if I lie on my comfortable bed which is only less than 2m away from me. Yet, my tired eyes can’t focus on those lengthy journals, textbooks or even research papers that I know contains information which I need but I just somehow can’t extract the correct parts.
Argh. A chore, a chore, such a chore. I still have driving tomorrow at 3.20pm. It’s supposed to be the last lesson before I can book TP. I have a bad feeling. Think I’ll probably fail the lesson then have to do another make up. Ah. Whatever. Like anything goes well now. I really need a break. But who deserves a break when nothing has even been done? Rewards aren’t meant to be given out like that.
Before I kill myself, I guess I’ll have to try to cope and motivate myself. Repeats “I LOVE OB. I LOVE OB” like a million times or something.
