The power of insomnia is especially scary if you have a morning exam the next day. At the timing of 2.30am, I should have been already in deep sleep since my paper is at 10am. But I could not FALL ASLEEP at all. Seriously, I think my insomnia is at its peak level or something. How can someone try so hard to fall asleep. *rant rant* I try so hard to fall asleep and then try so hard to wake up after that again. Boo. In the end, I gave up and decided to switch on the lights and continue studying marketing.
I have never been so hardworking before. Period.
In the end, I finally manage to well, at least snooze for a couple of hours before I need to wake up again and get ready for battle! First paper, nervous much. Kept trying to squeeze all that information of 600 ++ pages into this small brain of mine. Failed terribly. Panic mode. Started to just memorize headings and trying to recall what I have tried to memorize the past few days.
On the train to school, my brother and I were like warriors. Fighting each chapter with our heart and soul, remembering all the small details, wishing that the train ride would never end. Of course, that never happened. Upon reaching school, we continued on since we still had a little time around 15 minutes. Better than nothing right? Squeeze squeeze squeeze. Information overload.
Alas, 10am. It’s time to battle with our swords and shields. 15 minutes of reading time could just be the most dreaded period before the exam starts because of the only 3 scenarios which would happen:
1. WHOOHOO. I KNOW THIS.
2. … am i taking the right paper?
3. *faints*
2 hours passed. One casualty found. Blood was shed *sigh* I can only hope that its BB to BB (Byebye to Buyer Behavior). It will be really frustrating if I’ll have to retake the module next semester. Imagine having to do the project again. Gosh. Nightmare.
Collecting HMT assignment didn’t bring good news to our grades as well. ‘PA’ *sigh* Results in a downward trend. I think after 3 years, my GPA will be 1 or something. Judging from the patterns from the past 2 semesters, 3.75 for first and 3 for second, it’ll be 2.25 for third and on.
ARGH. Need to go study for the next paper P&M. Till then!
