Rants

Some random stuff that I might want to post up .

GC I LOVE YOU

I decided to dedicate this post to my GC (Graphic Calculator). I have never cherished it during the A levels period though I did have a pouch to keep it. But at that time, it was because of its hefty price of $180 which made me protect it like it was my baby. Right now, I finally realize how much I’ve taken it for granted.

For the past hour, I was struggling with Binomial questions. The questions were all P(X<10) which meant that I had to key in TEN times the same formula but only changing the X in the formula. Totally x.x And the best part, I kept on pressing the wrong numbers. So I just kept redoing it and redo and redo and the endless cycle continued. That was then when I suddenly thought of my GC, who performed this task efficiently.

How powerful it was. It only needed me to input 3 variables and the answer came out in less than a millisecond. Using the Scientific Calculator on the other hand needs average 3 minutes for questions that demand the life out of us. This is hence the reason for me dedicating a single post for this mighty tool.

An amazing tool that no other calculators can win over (which I know of).

ALL HAIL THE GRAPHIC CALCULATOR!

I’ve placed my chatbox up again because I’m getting tired of replying through comments. Too much spam.. ><

OB, you are my “love”

The only 2 letters I know of right now is OB. For people who doesn’t know what it stands for, its Organizational Behaviour. Have an individual OB assignment due next Wednesday and I just started 2 days ago. Well, finally found more references just now. Done my best. I had to say I finally UNDERSTOOD what I was supposed to do. The best part about University is this. You get your own assignment online and do it without the teacher’s help. When I first saw it, I had NO IDEA what is a literature review. I was dumbstruck, thought I was gona flunk my first assignment and it was almost equals to saying bye to my certificate. Okay, maybe not that serious but its around that.

Been feeling a little weird lately. Haven’t managed to have a good rest because OB is always on my mind. Every single hour, minute and second, I keep telling myself I should start on it and complete as soon as possible. In the end? Its the same after all. Blame it on no one but me. It’s so hard to stay determined. People always complain that they have no time. I hate to admit it, but rather I have to say its more of a lack of determination than time. I could have started ages earlier, its my determination which wavered. I guess I could have stayed more rooted to my goals. Bye temptations, hi dreams. Like thats even possible.

Well, if you’ve realized, this post is just a RANT about how frustrated I am now because of OB. I’m so sleepy yet I know I wouldn’t be able to sleep in peace even if I lie on my comfortable bed which is only less than 2m away from me. Yet, my tired eyes can’t focus on those lengthy journals, textbooks or even research papers that I know contains information which I need but I just somehow can’t extract the correct parts.

Argh. A chore, a chore, such a chore. I still have driving tomorrow at 3.20pm. It’s supposed to be the last lesson before I can book TP. I have a bad feeling. Think I’ll probably fail the lesson then have to do another make up. Ah. Whatever. Like anything goes well now. I really need a break. But who deserves a break when nothing has even been done? Rewards aren’t meant to be given out like that.

Before I kill myself, I guess I’ll have to try to cope and motivate myself. Repeats “I LOVE OB. I LOVE OB” like a million times or something.

People have been asking me why am I so “emo” lately. It’s just that there’s a lot going through my mind lately. So much wake up calls, so much of those idiotic things that we need to care about. If only we can go back to the times where we only need to study and do not need to care about important things like our future. This is seriously so crapped up.

Freak. How do you ever get satisfied with your own life? Don’t give me those “You should learn to look at the bright side” or whatever those kind of bullshit because I’m sure you yourself would have things that you want.

Seriously. Everything just gets on my nerves lately. EVERY SINGLE THING. I really just want to stop STOP STOPPP everything! But time won’t stop for me right? Time never stops. When would we have a rest from everything? When we drop dead and die? Or what? Time just keeps on ticking like nobody’s shit.

Asshole. Just let me rant everything out before I go insane.

Know what? It’s no longer you You and YOU. I’ll decide my own life even if it SUCKS. My dreams will drive me forward no matter what you people say. Stay around and be amazed.

Life

A circle that we can’t get out of

I wonder when will I be free..

Credits: Life by ~flintstone