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Assignment datelines and tests are just round the corner and here I am still high over KPOP news. Gosh. I mean, who can stay composed when SNSD are coming? It feels so surreal. The best part is that there’s still Big Bang, Ft Island, Shinee, Infinite and the last unrevealed band. Totally looking forward to it. I’m so gona get the VIP seats and go insane with my friends!! Need to save money starting from now! My brother still told me that he’s gona turn my $40 into a bad debt! How could he when he know I need to save up every cent! AHH! Still mad about the concert

Plus plus, I just got the stuff I ordered from GMarket. Thanks JIN! I seriously love the jacket and shoes! ><” Can’t believe that it finally came. A little disappointed that my red black checkered flannel shirt got canceled though ): I really wanted that. Have to scout around shops for that item now. I think its hard to find a really nice one in Singapore. ARGH. I WANA GO KOREA!

Enough craziness. I need to really focus on my assignments and tests now. Study study study and then GO CRAZY!

The negative part?

Life’s a little complicated now for me. When I was young, I thought those were just childish moments and would not happen when we grow up. Yet now, I’m facing the same old situations. Trying to solve them prove meaningless. Sometimes, its just so hard to view the cup as half full then half empty ): Life’s a struggle. Yet my determination keep wavering. I need to hang on, hang on to something. Trying to find a motivation, a goal, a dream which I can work towards.

But I guess no matter what, I’m still me. Haven’t change in some areas since young. Still hate studying, love to just go crazy over minor stuff, keep everything to myself and tell LIES to cover up the truth. BOO! Maybe one day when I can have the strength, the courage to express my thoughts, that would be the day when I’ve finally lived my live (:

Goodnight people (: Sweet dreams.

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