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I can’t even decide what to do now, how can I think about the future and make a wise choice?

Life is full of disappointments and lately, they ain’t letting me off. I seriously feel like using the F word. This is so crappy. I wonder when would I start to love my life. Maybe when one of my foot is in the grave? Or maybe even never? I thought life was going to get better after JC. Nope it doesn’t. I’m too positive eh?

School, friends, family, work.. blah blah blah. And the list goes on. Does anything even turn out right? So freaking tired of everything. It almost seem that every choice that I make is a wrong choice. I don’t even know what I should do already. So damn lost but but can I say? So freaking disappointed but what can I do? So idiotically worried but all I can do is pray.

SHIT.

Disappointed. What can I say?