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When I went to work today, I was shocked to hear repeated comments from people about how different I look when the only thing I did was to tie my hair into a ponytail. Ain said that I looked like a school girl. Its kind of hilarious really. I mean, wait till they found out about the new book that I’ve been smitten with ever since I’ve got it from Times a couple of days ago, The 9th Judgement. I was thinking of whether getting the new Jodi Picoult’s House rules or this. In the end I ended up with this book because I’m still more for the thriller kind of books. I’ve read books that is the same genre as those that Jodi Picoult wrote before but it actually scares me. Its too realistic that it makes me realize how life is. I guess I’m just afraid, rather staying in fantasy land than coming back to Earth.

Well anyways, my schedule was really weird. I’ve got my first break at 3.30pm which is crazy. They are trying to starve me. Helping with my diet plans which I haven’t even thought of going on or something. Luckily Adzree allowed me to go for break earlier, if not I swear I would have just fainted on the spot due to hunger. Right from the morning after opening, I could already feel my stomach communicating with me. Talking about this, my mum’s unhappy with my job because of the irregular timings I take my meals which have resulted in gastric pains lately. Luckily I haven’t told her about my new friends, insomnia and headache yet. God knows how she’s going to react.

Back to what happened, I had lunch with Angie again. Bonchon chickena again, yes. This time was chicken chop. Seriously, it rocks. Totally rocked. Oh. And I saw that guy which I saw in Uniqlo several times who dropped by to find Kaisin and Joanne but they weren’t there. In the end, its always me -.- I bet he thinks he’s seriously unlucky. Trying to find someone that he knows and keeps on meeting this random girl which perhaps, not random at all?

Went back to work and met Adzree and Pa (Kam Tat) in the stockroom. So our “family” joke started again. Pa started to fill me in on the details of our own family tree. Let me recall how the conversation went. It was something like this:

Pa: Eh. I realised I got a lot of daughters sia.

Me: Waa. U not faithful sia papa.

Pa: LOL. Okay. You are uhhh.. the daughter of me and Val.

Me: WOW. Then I must call her ma next time.

Pa: yes yes you should. Oh yah. And Chelsea’s is me and fatimah.. OH. YAYA. You and Jaslyn are twins.

Me: So we are both Valerie’s daughters? Got it.

Pa: Must “call” her next time okay.

Me: Okay pa. Where’s my pocket money.

Pa: Aiya. Get from mama okay.

Me: Why mama earn more than papa.

Pa: LOL. Aiya. Just get from your mama okay.

Me: okay. I wonder how she’s gona react when we ask her that.

Pa: I’m sure she’ll go siao. Laugh till face red.

Thats what happened. Kind of crappy but it did brightened up my mood even for that little while. I was having headache again. Work and headache are like a package. Then come together and can never be separated. Maybe its the lights or something. I have no idea. Too bright? =/

After that went for my second break. Suffered during work again. Dominic and his friends came back to visit us. Finally got to see Alicia! Every time she comes back, I’ll miss her. Either I’m on break or I’m walking around so she can’t find me and vice versa. Oh. And Hancong, who did not went Ice Skate with us. He was complaining of how far away our Sing K date is. Next friday ain’t really far Jaslyn teased and asked if he did not want her to go because she’s not having off this Friday so we had to set it on a later date. Ah. And Hancong mentioned that he missed the alteration auntie. He’s like the alteration uncle. Always sit inside and cut jeans. I wonder when’s my turn

After that the clock finally ticked 7.30pm and it was time to GO HOME! I went up to B2 to have my bag checked my Peiling. During the process, she joked with me and told me to bring home Dominic’s purchase. I picked it up without any hesitation and wanted to walk out of Uniqlo. He then told me that I knew if I brought it out, I would have to bring it in again. So I replied that I wouldn’t. I’ll just leave it at the MRT. He retorted that he knows my twitter and facebook. Like it matters! LOL. He doesn’t have my address anyways Well, actually on the way home, I realized how different the world has become. Technology has integrated into our lives so much that we didn’t even take notice of it. Facebook. If you don’t have an account and do not at least 1 hour in it, you’re considered abnormal. Furthemore, in the past, we exchange mobile numbers to communicate with each other. Right now if you realize, there’s so many contacts that you have (those that you actually know of course) which are added on Facebook which you converse numerous times daily but doesn’t even have his/her number stored in your handphone. Ironic huh?

Reached home, took a nice long shower, ate dinner and used the computer. Right now, going to try to go sleep and set my body clock to normal again (hopefully). Good night people ;D

Lately, I realized that there ain’t much privacy in cyberspace anymore (not like there ever was). Its been difficult to type some personal things afraid that some people might read it. Yet, this is the only channel that I use to talk about things I do not dare to tell people. I wonder when I can find another replacement, someone, just that someone who I can talk to. Not just someone who is willing to hear but someone that I’m willing to tell it to. I wish he/she could quickly come soon …

I need you, more than ever now..

I miss those times when we sing Korean songs all day even during lessons and heck care about teachers and their opinions.

I miss those times when we spend our breaks playing basketball.

I miss those times when we stay up till the late night just to study.

I miss those times when we slog out overnight, give each other encouraging messages and tide over the difficult periods together.

I miss that time when we would hold hands under the night sky and just stay quiet.

I miss that time when we realize that we click and you’re just my inner twin.

I miss those times when we stay out till late in school and waste our time away doing nothing.

I miss that time when we had suffered indigestion due to eating Macs in the middle of the night of a school choir camp.

I miss that time when we sing to our might in hope of a good medal.

I miss those times when we go out to sing k like nobody’s business.

I miss those times when we maple whole day without caring about our studies.

I miss those times when we got sunburnt from playing volleyball behind our school.

I miss those times when we had no troubles, no worries.

I miss those times when we could just eat to our delight without worrying about our weight.

I miss those times when we go over to our friends’ houses celebrating their birthday and playing games.

I miss those times when we go over to our cousin’s house near Chong Fu primary and play together.

I miss those times when we could just smile because we mean it.

I miss you, you and you…

I wonder if you do as well

Life is shit. Crap.

Bought S.H.E album already Super happy! Heh No poster this time. Still wondering if I should go to the concert =/ Should I? But it costs 100bucks and more for a ticket, as in good location. Darn. Should I??!!!

WF2 whole day. Thought I was gona die. So thankful that Simon asked me to go help in Fitting room which I have no idea was a blessing or what because in the end… Forget it. Don’t feel like saying. Shit.

No appetite and suffering from insomnia lately. Wonder whats happening. During break, I couldn’t even finish my rice ): Jaslyn helped me finish it. Oh. And Jason Ho was telling me how much Chelsea could eat. Then Ain shared with me how she understands about not having the craving for food because she’s suffering from the same illness as me! Gosh. So scary. I wonder what’s happening to me ):

Jolene came. She kept to her promise after all. Thought she wouldn’t come because of her work. Surprising. What was more shocking was that I saw my cousin and her girlfriend. Oh. And I saw Qineng and his girlfriend. Saw so many people >< Uniqlo is becoming a more popular place huh :l

After closing, shocked to see Yuanxi outside Uniqlo. Been so long since I’ve seen him! So TAN now! HAHAS. Had company all the way home (: Go out soon yeah! xD

Anyways, I love this song! The harmonizing part totally.. ROCKS (: <3 s.h.e!

It’s such crap. Damn it all. Shit.